saya sayang kamoo (part 3)

I’m pretty sure he is mad at me just now (Just my guessing due to my previous message). But, how could him not replied anything to me and make me waited.

“If he hate so much when I got text message from others or when i text messaging others, why couldn’t he sacrifice his tiny time to text me ? At least to tell me that he is busy or doing something or he mad at me or need me to wait till midnight to replied me or anything. At least I’m not left wondering to death like this.

If he hates to wait for my message, why must he make me wait?”

I almost send him another sarcasm message when suddenly I realize that the message won’t make the situation better. In fact, the questions linger in my mind just might lead to another complicated issue.

So please miss lin, take it slow. Everything happens for reasons. U needs to breathe and relax or you will have another painful night with your migraine just like yesterday. Remember?

Breathe in. Breathe out.

Breathe in. Breathe out.

Think straight. I need some distraction. Alright, let just switch on the radio~

10 to 15 minute after that, he message me.

“Baby, you know that I miss you.

I wanna get with you tonight but I cannot baby girl and that’s the issue.

Girl you know I miss you, I just wanna kiss you but i cant right now.

So baby kiss me through the phone.

See you when I get home.

-this song reminds us the early stage of our relationship.

Sorry if i hurt u so much this time.”

The sweetest message I have not received for a long time and guess what, I cried so hard.

All the pain, all the pressure, all the night I spend wondering, it’s all disappeared just like that.



I’m speechless and I can’t describe what I felt at that time. I overjoyed.

He still remembers things that we used to have before.

It’s like a cure to my wound and suddenly, I don’t get mad at all.



The feeling is change.



I miss you.

I’m still in love with you.

I’m sorry for making so many mistakes.

I’m still the girl who needs you.

I’m still the girl you used to know before.

I wish that the happiness will be ours forever.

**AMIN**