As usual, I don’t want to change the air. I’m not going to ruin it this time. So each time I want to text massaging him, I keep reminding myself.
“No lin! This wasn’t the good time. You love the conversation you had just now right? You want it to be this way today right? So put the damn phone please or you’re going to regret it.”
I must wait for him to messaging me. It must be too pressure with him to pleased his family and me at the same time. He doesn’t like me to interfere much when he is busy driving or spending time with his family. The more I interfere, the more headaches he got, the more issue I need to face, the more ignorance I get. So, let just take turn I guess.
The other thing that he thought me is he doesn’t like to be pushing around.
Not long after that, he text message me. I think I’m not supposed to type the content of the message here. So maybe I can just make the conclusion about what is it about.
I kind of dislike the message he send to me.
JEALOUS.ENVY.MISUNDERSTANDING.HATRED.
That’s all I can think at the moment.
I decided not to reply the message. With all the negative feeling I had inside, it’s only gonna make the condition worst. After half an hour, I replied. I don’t want to take too much time as it going to end up worst also. He hates me late replied his message unless with some reasonable reason.
TIME IS MONEY.MONEY IS TIME
lalallalallala~
But I guess, even the best words I choose to hide my real feelings to make the message a bit humour and joke, I don’t think he take it that way cause he just replied 3 words. I send a smiley and he didn’t reply.
I wait, I wait and wait. Nothing.
So I opened back the send massage folder. I read back my message for him. Maybe he offended with what I’m saying. Guess I failed again to maintain this harmony situation. If only I can manage to keep my manners.huh~ let it be what it be. I’m sorry.
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