hurmm..kalau berckp mengenai awn yang terpilu..mesti aku teringat lagu ning baizura...lagu impiam dier yang dr kecik nk jd penyanyi dihalang oleh ayahnyer..(lakonan arwah din beramboi)..sedey giler lagu tu sampai berjaya menitiskan air mata aku..ntah kenapa bab2 berkaitan ayah n ibu sng sgt menyebabkan aku mengalirkan air mata...
namun begitu, ini bukan pasal lagu awn terpilu ning baizura ni..ni mengenai hati aku yang sedang pilu dan lara..uhuk2
p/s - coretan kat bawah ni aku type masa otw balik dari ipoh perak petang tadi
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(Suppose im goin back yesterday,8.00pm.he already bought the ticket for me. But suddenly he just dun want me to go so early. Maybe he miss me..i dunt know. But yes, im staying because i will miss him so much.To tell you guys the truths, my heart pounding happily when i first reach at medan gopeng.it is the most fantastic place when i got there.because i noe, im going to meet him. But when it comes to the time when i have to say goodbye.trust me, medan gopeng is the top list places i hate in my live.)
So back to our story..
12.30 pm
We started our journey to medan gopeng, ipoh perak...im going back to perlis today.
I feel numb and heartless.i dunno why. Maybe because i got 2 hours to spend quality time with him.i chat like usuall..i talked like usuall and iact like usuall..him too i guess..still, we both feel so happy.he asked me where to go.and im thinking, i dun want to go anywhere..i wanna be next to him only chatting,giggling,laughing and enjoy every mins. But i cant be that selfish..hahha..so i told him lets go the the car wash..as usuall, he drove around ipoh but at last i told him to go straight to medan gopeng.i tink i saw a signboard of carwash yesterday.
1.30 pm
Carwash : closed- there is no body there..empty
Sorry for disappointed you darl.i didn’t noe the place is closed.so i told him lets take a walk as i got only an hours left.but somehow, we turn back inside the bus stand because the sun is too hot and bright.the stall is not open yet.i take a picture of us..just for the memories..i love looking at him.in the pictures, he look younger than me ..so jelous...but im kind a like it.
1.50pm
Here we go again, looking for the open stalls for a drink..im thirsty...maybe because of the whether..so we sat next to each other..we order pineapple juice for him and carrot juice for me. As i looked at the news on tv3, i look at him continuosly and touch his face..im gonna miss you so so much..my heart screaming..but all i can do is smiling to him.none of my words jump out from my mouth.
2.15pm
He slept.maybe he’s too tired..i couldn’t wake him..im just too sorry that he needs to take care of me all this time.thank you for care about me.as i looked deeply into his face..he suddenly woke up and remind me of the time..yeah i noe..it’s time for me to go..so i pay the bills and we left.
2.25pm
Aahhh...my bus is already here..transnational.journey from ipoh to kangar.i hate..i hate..i hate..why must this anger rise up in me...but my face doesn’t change at all.oklah..a bit moody.but i dunt look moody.it just that when the bus is about to take off, salam n kiss his hand..and he hugged me..uhm..this is the last meet with you...i have to wait for few months after this..as soon as i sit on the chair..i look at him...standing n waiting for my bus to leave..without planning, my tears drop so hard that i couldn’t stop it.OMG..please dunt do this to me..please give me guts and courage..my hp vibrate..from him.”hunny please dunt cry”.he said..im so sorry..i couldn’t make it stop..so we sms until i fall asleep n rite now typing this as soon as i wake up.
5.10pm
Already at kedah.i already miss you
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