mr bloggy, mr smiley, mr sunshine, mrs gloomy,miss sophie

frankly speaking there's a lot in my head..in my heart that i want to tell you mr bloggy. but somehow, feeling aren't that easy to be express. why do i have this feeling. i wish that i can wash it away. mr bloggy, do you think that my mr smiley will happens to visit me again.i hope he wont fed up with my attitude.its been a while that i havent seen my mr smiley...maybe because mr sunshine dont want to see me no more.thats why suddenly i think of my mr smiley..sorry mr smiley, i only thought of you when mr sunshine is not there for me.i hate myself for being so selfish.

uhm and that's why this mrs gloomy is all around me..luckily, miss sophie is there.miss sophie, thanks for accompany me...always be by myside..even i always forget about you..you always be there for me..lately i have problems with my colleague, everyone wants to be on top of the mountain.no matter what it takes as long as they can be number one.cruel huh..mrs gloomy..plz go away...i dont want you,plz dunt walk into mylife anymore. i hate you for messsing with my life.i miss the rainbow i once saw.that beautiful rainbow that melt my heart into chocolate..hahaha..but this time no rainbow can erase this darkness cause by rain..blame mrs gloomy for that. i dun want to talk about this to my mr smiley or mr sunshine.mr smiley wouldnt understand..so do mr sunshine.

sorry mr smiley, i failed to make you smile. once again i break your heart.i promise..i will behave next time..to mr sunshine, i dunt noe why each tyme i need you to brighten my day, the anger or sadness you hear from me just making you shine so bright that it hurts me.that's why i think i shuld kept it to myself. there will be no one to understand me.not mr smiley, not mr sunshine, not mrs gloomy. all that i have left just you mr bloggy and of course my sweet miss sophie. please dunt dissapointed me. i need to feel a live again. i need to breath through this mud.