Hanya Aku

Hanya Aku
"Yang pasti, aku sentiasa dalam kekeliruan, antara realiti dan fantasi, antara yang hak dan mutlak, antara yang benar dan salah"

Saturday, May 23, 2009

Controversy - iF yoU SeEK aMY

La la la, la la la la la La la la, la la la la la
(repeat twice)
Oh baby baby have you seen Amy tonight?
Is she in the bathroom is she smokin' up outside?
Oh Oh baby baby does she take a piece of lime
For the drink that I'm a buy her do you know just what she likes?
Oh Oh oh, tell me have you seen her?
cause I'm so oh I can't get her off of my brain
I just want to go to the party she gon' go Can somebody take me home?
Ha ha, he he, ha ha, ho
Love me hate me,
say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me hate me,
but can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
(love me, hate me)
La la la, la la la la la La la la, la la la la la
Amy told me that she's gonna meet me up
I don't know where or when and now they're closing up the club,
oh I've seen her once or twice before she knows my face
But it's hard to see with all the people standing in the way,
oh Oh oh, tell me have you seen her,
cause I'm so oh I can't get her off of my brain
I just want to go to the party she gon' go
Can somebody take me home?
Ha ha, he he, ha ha ho
Love me hate me,
say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me hate me,
but can't you see what I see?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek amy
Love me hate me
Oh, say what you want about me?
Oh, but can't you see what I see?
(Love me Hate me)
Oh, say what you want about me?
La la la, la la la la la
So tell me if you see her
(let me know what she was wearin, yeah, and what she was like)
'Cause I've been waiting here forever
(let me know what she was goin out of mind)
Oh baby baby if you seek Amy tonight
Oh baby baby we'll do whatever you like
Oh baby baby baby Oh baby baby baby
La la la, la la la la la La la la, la la la la la
(repeat 2x)
Love me hate me,
say what you want about me
But all of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me hate me,
but can't you see what I see
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
Love me hate me,
say what you want about me,
(yeah)
la la la, la la la la
Love me hate me,
but can't you see what I see
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy
(Love me hate me)
Oh, say what you want about me?
Oh, but can't you see what I see?
(Love me hate me)
Oh, say what you want about me?
All of the boys and all of the girls are begging to if you seek Amy.
P/s - whatever the controversy it cause, the lyrics, the songs and the beat still rocks me..
..still love this songs..

Friday, May 22, 2009

22th May 2009 - So Yesterday

morning till night,
too much trouble....
too much mistake....
too much embrassment..
too much problem..

morning till night,
sorry to my ma..my dad..
sorry to my hubby...
sorry to my friends...
sorry to myself

morning till night,
thinking about my life,
thinking about us,
thinking about them,
thinking about eveything,

to whom i might hurt,
there's no word in the world that can picture how sorry am i
to whom that love me,
thank you for appeciate me and taking care of me
to whom that mad at me
sorry for cant satisfy whatever you wish for
to all who read this
words may be simple, but it really comes from inside ME

Sunday, May 17, 2009

sonnet 18 : misearable

it's 2 in the morning when i saw our picture,
youre not around but still i can feel ya',
i remember what we've planned for the future,
it's just another reason why i love ya'.

but life was not that simple and easy,
the more we love ,the more challenging it will be,
how come people try to make me confused and dizzy,
make me believe that ure not the one for me.

i try to fight with this bizzare feeling,
wishing and hoping that there is a way out,
im suffered and honey, im not lying
i wanna shout, but i cant let it out.

please come here and save me,
from all the kiosk that will take me.

p/s - i wrote this poem to someone that i cared too much.

Saturday, May 16, 2009

High School lovers




















A Day Spent Wif My Hubby

today, i spent my whole evening wif my dearest hubby, it was fun and i

felt the clock ticking very fast. jealous huh?? hehehe... but the

part that i love the most about that day is, we're both wearing the

white couple t-shirt, which is very simple to me a.k.a i dunt do simple

okay..plus, with no make up..

OMG!!! we're look like high school lovers.

it really make me feel younger and natural.nway, just uploading this

picture to keep me remember how it feels like today..

dear, when will we wear the black couple t-shirt.. :).

cant wait to see you again.

muahhxxxx,
xoxo

Friday, May 15, 2009

too large

eiii.. nk post sumthing here..but the picture size is too large..buhsan r..susah tol nk gne broadband ayah ni..jammed tol..
(but still, thanks to his broadband lar, i can post this blog hehe )

P/s- sper nk tolong sponsorkn i broadband..wahahaha :)

School Supervisor visit..takotnyer

damn..
today's my supervisor visit..
ingatkan en shayfull..p cik sakinah..
entah pe yang nk digoreng, aku pon tak taw,
sebab tak besa dgn lect baru ni katakan
tapi hidup mesti terus hidup
layankan aje pe yang dier nak...

tp kesimpulannyer, my presentations sucks..
no preparation at all, kena marah ngan abg j
rasa2 my supervisor abg mi pon bengang gak..
tapi tak kesampaian nk marah..
bz dengan meeting QR
fuhhh.....nasib baek....

nway, seb baek feroz n yogesh ader..xde r aku cuak sgt..
tapi yang tak beshnye, dengan my hubby r..
ader je mnde yang wat aku rasa laen macam..
ske mmg ske..syg mmg syg..
tp d feelings...mcm pelik
aahh...biarkan je r...mls nk layan
yang penting...reliefffffffff glerrrrrrrr
tggl nk fokus on big final report jer..nk kena struggle neyh.

memories

So many pictures on that day
but this one is the most priceless one
thanks pumpkin, for always be there for me..
i may not be perfect everyone, but yes..i wanna be perfect for you
i miss you each and everyday

me n my dearest hubby

Thursday, May 14, 2009

nothing important

hurms..suddenly i feel alone and lonely..
i feel like there's no room for me to stay...
i wonder why i care so much about everybody else..
but ther's no one out there care about what i felt?
sometimes, i think that "life is not fair" are really true..
we may be on top, happy and forget about the karma
but once we fall, it's gonna be damn painfull

Quick....Hurry up babes!!

hehe..last day preparation ceremony..mcm nk gler plak rasanyer..dat day..i went to work early in the morning and went home at midnight..perghhh, dedikasi nyer aku..a.k.a biler lagi nk puji diri sendiri maa..

hehe..me wif project manager abg jay, posing je lebey



the balloon man..alahai dak tomey ni..nk jadi model belon plak eyh?


konon-konon nk ikat , tp xsampai pon..huhu


melepak di tepi QR , banyak tak bendera kitorang. :)
alah..sjer je b tak nk tgk cam kan?







Sunday, May 10, 2009

Ceremony

this two weeks...im goin to be damn tired with those preparation for 1st shipment ceremony for japan model at my workplace..
i keep skip my lunch hour bcoz of this event and FYI, i can eat a turkey by myself because im damn hungry..wahahaha
Nway, time flew by very past..i cant really remember what time i fall asleep everynight. all i can say, this job look easy but i promise you, it is really hard to plan such a event..
yet, im still thankful to our project manager for giving me change to handle it..
(althougth, some of it not follow what we've plan..im the spoiler..hahahha...sorry boss).
hope everything will be okay.

Friday, May 8, 2009

020509 - stupid cupid

Stupid Cupid
You're a real mean guy
I'd like to clip your wings
So you can't fly
I am in love and it's a crying shame
And I know that you're the one to blame
Hey hey
Set me free
Stupid Cupid
Stop picking on me
I can't do my homework
And I can't think straight I meet him every morning
At 'bout half-past eight
I'm acting like a lovesick fool
You've even got me carrying his books to school
Hey hey
Set me free
Stupid Cupid
Stop picking on me
You mixed me up for good
Right from the very start
Hey, go play Robin Hood
With somebody else's heart
You got me jumping like a crazy clown
And I don't feature what your puttin' down
Well since I kissed his loving lips of wine
The thing that bothers me is
That I like it fine
Hey hey
Set me free
Stupid Cupid
Stop picking on me
You got me jumping like a crazy clown
And I don't feature what your puttin' down
Well since I kissed his loving lips of wine
The thing that bothers me is
That I like it fine
Hey hey
Set me free
Stupid Cupid
Stop picking on me

OMG!! im one of the blogger now..

my fwens invited me to be bloggers long ago..but maybe it's just not my time..
and maybe bcause im not the type of person who likes to reveal what i feel underneath..
but somehow, i read my bro's blog..well, it is kind of fun to jot down all the memory things or stuff u do, without thinking what others might critic.. wa respect la..
anyway, it is not really my intention to bubling here..
juz to mention my history of being one of the blogger..wahhahaha

p/s- thanks bro, for giving me spirit n kerajinan to do this..wish me luck